Getting Drunk, Friends, Relationships talk, Watching Movie And Getting More Motivation

Yesterday i ran my laptop first time whole night and downloaded one complete game. Starcraft no install. But not working. From now onwards i will using laptop many hours per day.

From the morning i had small headache still. But i slept again after lisning songs. Later woke up at 12:30, started working and researching keywords. Did only 14 in three hours. Wasted time. On sunday i will be doing 140…for sure. This is my deadly target for tommorow.

So, today my friend has rum two quarters. I also joined with them and had 2 packs. I though, i do some thing different. I never has proper drinks. I had small amount of vodka before. And had beer. I remember Movie “Beerfeast”. How German drink so much of beer.

I always thought that people start too much of talking after getting drunk and they lose controls. In my case, i thought i won’t lose control and keep my all control for sure. I know myself has huge controls over and it impossible for anyone who do this.

So, one of my friend who was not satisfied with the present job and the this place chennai. He has always problem with chennai and tamilnadu. he wanted to run from this place. Ok, after some time other friend. Who is going from chennai. this months end. He opened his mouth like relationships. His second GF left him for the guy who has lot of money. And talking like what he did for her and her family situation when he was in relationship with her. I listened every thing. I know every one has needs. Think about normal point of view. Most males and females……Ok in broad “people runs for the things which they don’t have. They don’t find the importance of things they have.” Why some millionair daughter runs with some taxi driver. Because she has all those money in her life. She already had enough. Why some girl is running with some one has Mercedes and left his old BF (my friend) who has cycle. Because they has scarcity. This is called Law of Scarcity. Read my post 80-20 Rule. But most of time these people regret later. Because they will not get respect from the riches or they will use them accrodingly.

  1. If you want any girl, Think about her face when she smiled on you first time or many times. If you remember her face. If smile was genuine. Chances are high that girl may like you. Also give smile will not charge your pocket. It is good to smile on other till they are also happy. Some times i am not able to smile, if i am worried or angry or tensed.
  2. Never expect any thing from others. Think what you can give. Or if you can have some thing which they don’t have. Like if they are sad. Surely they need some one who can make them happy. If they needs friends you can go. If i want peace, i need some thing which can calm me down.
  3. My intial plan was to spend large sum of money. So, that i can be happy. But i don’t have enough. Read my post  Pulitzer price. Thats why i need large sums of money for that i need to IM and own my own team. creating changes in this world. At least0.01%.

I told him, she needed guy who can fullfil her needs at present. Because her father has parlysis from long time. And she needed to be happy at present. May be it is really easy to write for me. but i know it is not that easy for person who was in relationship.

Most girls priorities change with der age. May be they will argue or abuse me. I don’t care. Like they search for True love at age 16-18. After few years for nice guy, friend. Then if they don’t have, search for hubby and guy who has lots of money also.

Also, one big fact is this is half part of story. Large number of girls who can do every thing for you. If you truthfully bend on your legs too. But will you. I can do it easily but the thing is what they will do. Won’t person should be that polite like you are doing? But in this case risk is more. Some females will think you are fool. Some may thing you are Down to Earth.

After all this my headache is less as compared before. Looks like i am high all time. When i am having any headache. One of my friend is sleeping he was telling i am strong. Yes, i am strong very much. Because my body never fails but i will only because of my brains. Getting more motivations from failure is called Life. Now watching rajneeti. God i will be more powerful then before.

Title of this article is kept, so that people gets more attracted.

I will be throwing one more post tomorrow making dreams into reality. Word count 840 only.


How to Reduce stress, My Plans In July

Whole day i had headache. Because nothing worked 2 disprin etc. Later in eve.. i played tt, got some what relaxed. Trying hard to control things but when you try to control. It go out of control.So, leave thing just like that.

Actually major reason was. I took my friends word seriously that i don’t work and play tt 2 hours. May be they don’t know how much i work. Or they told just like that. Not my friends fault. I was running from myself. I don’t want to phase them. Because if i will listen again any thing. I will go out of mind. Still they may got hurt also, because i dont wanted to talk or smile. But what should i do. I have the pain not them. My head bang like bomb. I was breathing hot from last week. Ok, forget it. I dont have time to think any thing.

Simple solution is Always phase any thing bravely. If you will run it will hurt you more and they will come infront of you again and again. Theory of life is more afraid you are from some thing, more fear you have from some thing. they will come again and again. Don’t run.

Second solution: read long time ago in swami vivekanada book “Raj Yoga”. When some thing is bothering you. Creating lot of stress. Don’t try to suppress it. Let it come. Your thought will come more and hurt you more. At one point you won’t be able to sustain the pressure created inside you. This is the point where you will mentally imbalanced most. And later your thought and stress will reduce. And you will feel better and every thing will be normal and complete silence. The mental state i want. This things work for the people who has major set backs in love and relationships or any thing. people who dont sleep in night. People who has tensions.

I came 9.30 home and had some unwanted drinks. Decided what i will be doing this month Not exactly mentioned but some idea.

  1. Sleeping more to recharge my body. I need large energy.
  2. Play more and go out.
  3. Work more and achieve more silence.
  4. Give free things to others.
  5. Spending  money.
  6. Learn making websites and wordpress from my friend.
  7. Make team of peoples who trust me. I have 2+2 people in my team and 1+2 who can work for me. So, i can execute things easily now. But i am the one who can do all keywords and related research best.
  8. If some thing makes you angry answer it instantly.
  9. Love others.  It is like if you love things you will get love. If you will throw out hate you will get the same.
  10. Try to keep safe your eyes and fingers.
  11. Make major plans for future day by day. Should be tough as we work in company.

Finally my major headache is gone. Going for sleep and will be enjoying more work soon. God will bless me.

Word count 500.

PR 3, Snow Petrol And Making Dreams Into Reality

Good news, This blog got PR 3. Means Page rank. PR is given by Google to every page which is indexed, For those who dont know. First time my any page got PR3. I have many PR2 and PR1 pages not blogs.

Yesterday we went to team dinner. My head was paining like hell. But i went. Food was decent and place was too. Can say enjoyed a bit. Cannot expect any thing more in team dinner thou. So, in between i was feeling like every thing is blank. Later for 5 minutes, Not able to listen and understand what was happening. I was planning to take leave next day. Because i was damn sure 10X more head will pain. I had this experience few months ago. That’s why i never take things too seriously and execute any thing. Came back and started again my laptop and reading some thing. This is what IT peoples do.

Today i was very damn sure that i will not go.  Morning 6 i started laptop and started listening some songs. spider man hindi version. Later i started Snow Petrol “Chasing Cars”. I had song half video. But today i downloaded 5 different video of this song including lyrics. One is main and other is final fantasy. Both is amazing. Now i was searching on Google about this song. This is One of the most listen song of the decade. And this songs of the decade.

Google Search For snow petrol

Read few of pages. Those blog saying this is because of the “emotions” in the song. Don’t know, but i listened this song numerous times from last two and half years. This video has 30,000,000 plus view in you tube. So, This deserves.

So, after listening this many times, my brains got relaxed and i though i will go to office and let see my break even point if any. Later i did some exercise. Closing my right nostril and breathing it. My half headace gone. Still i need to control my anger. Because this creates lot of problem.

That it.

Few days i was talking about how to make dreams into reality. I got some thing. Soon will be posting here.